Working on ME!

I am working on ME for a change.  Doesn't happen often, but right now it's necessary.   I am trying to get healthy.  I haven't cared much about that over the years.  Honestly, haven't cared at all about that since losing Mom 5 years ago.  I am realizing though that it's necessary if I want to be around to see my grandkids grow up.  Although, Mom was pretty healthy and still never got to see her grandkids grow up.   :(     Hoping it will be different for me.  

I began a diet plan a few weeks ago.  In the first two weeks, I lost almost 9.6 pounds.  Hoping I can keep this up as I have a long way to go and I know it!   I have now begun implementing some regular exercise in as well.  I personally hate regimented exercise, but I know it's part of getting healthy.

I am also attempting to stress a bit less.  I will admit though that I'm not very good at that.  I have always been one to stress and worry over everything.   Very hard, at my age, to change the way I have always been.   But, I am working hard to relax a bit more.  I am also one of those people that is very organized with most things and any time I run into a situation that is not well organized and planned, it drives me crazy.   I need to realize that the reality of life is just that it's not always the way I expect it to be.

There is so much coming up here.  We are a month away from Ashley's graduation from high school.  So hard to believe that she is going to be a college student soon!   I have her party to plan and then a week after that one I am having a party of my own here.   What was I thinking??  Ha ha.    I wasn't, I'm sure.

So, hoping this new plan to work on ME will turn out good and will last.  I know it's about time that I do more for myself as it has never been about me and always about my family & kids.  I guess taking a little bit of time for myself isn't something I should feel bad about.