It's That Time Again.....

Wondering how it's possible to be so happy and have so much joy in life, but still have those horrible moments of missing Mom. It starts for me every single year around my birthday (coming this weekend) and then follows me through the holidays, other birthdays (including Moms) and right to February for the anniversary of her passing. As each year passes, I think to myself that this is the year that it will be better. Then, BAM!!! There it is again, tormenting me just the same as the previous year!


I have so much to be thankful for and happy about, but this time of year I still can't shake the sadness that overtakes me.   Wondering when this will end.  Will this go on for 10 years, 15 years, 20 years, forever?!?    It has been almost 6 years now!  It still feels like it was yesterday.  :(   


Time to remind myself to breathe...........